I’m becoming a Dad. I still can’t get over that. I know I wanted to become one. I’ve always said having a family and friends is more important to me than anything in the world.
I find there is a small amount of panic that sets in every once in a while. “Am I going to be a good Dad?” “Holy crap I don’t know the first thing about being a Dad.” These set in and then I come to the conclusion that it is because I worry about these things, that I will be a good Dad.
I cannot describe the excitement that wells up in me when I think about all the awesome things that I get to do. I get to introduce a person who has never experienced music to The Beatles, Nirvana, The Black Keys! I get to take a child to Disneyland and experience the pure joy through their eyes all over again. I get to play again, in that “I don’t care who sees me making voices for my GI Joe’s” kind of way. The food! I can’t wait to teach my child the wonders of cooking a wholesome tasty meal. Also the wonders of enjoying a prepared one.
I said to Anne a few months ago, we are moving away from being the lead roles in our life. We're going to be supporting roles in our child’s story.
Let the show begin!
Awww, this is sweet Jamie. I am glad that you and Anne found each other and have this new little girl to share your lives with.
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